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Heading Home
I am currently sitting at SD airport. Contempting about how it is going to be like at home, bay area. I miss it. I miss my life there. But I am different now. More mature. haha kind of. My 1.5 week of break before O-Chem. ugh. what a knife to the heart. I been with my bf for 4 months. We are doing pretty okay. I finally ended my freshman year of college . $26,000. 3.56 GPA. 8 flights. college experience= priceless.
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Summer School
Back to school… It sucks! Sometimes I wish I could just drop everything and book a plane ticket. Fly to somewhere. Idk. We go through life not knowing a lot, hoping a lot, and wishing. Even though my dreams might not come true, I am tired of sleeping. I been so tired of everything. I want to cry, but as my parents say crying is for the weak. Guess what!? I am weak. I am vunerable and lost my strength to live my life in happiness. It is not my family. It is not my friends. It is just me. Why am i stuck in depression! People say get over it, but WTF i cant wake up on day and get over the facts that i use to cut myself. that i am always struggling with image. that I hate the person i am. Thanks Gealine and Victoria for hanging out with me during summer. It was fun to get my mind off of things. I hope you enjoy the rest of your summer!!!
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Dress
I got to wear a dress tomorrow… ugh dislike girliness. oh no i am starting to melt with gushy feeling…
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Happiness
I am currently dating someone, but we are not “official.” But we are both happy and that all that matter right now. There are some small drama. I am such in a good position of my life right now that I hope I will never sink so low to where I was before. Freakin midterms and finals are so close! crazy! omg study hahah bye bye
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Sun God
haha Sun God is tomorrow! it largest event on our campus. Drake. BOB. Michelle Branch. Relik K. CRAZY! :) I am so ready. Even though I may not drink, I am going to have fun. Then I have to go study for quizzes and midterms :) Goodnight I am too tired even though I sleep 7 hours a night. sweet dreams
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Finally finished the pig-rabbit plushie^^ I’m a little sad about how it turned out… but I’ll make a better one next time =]
I LOVE YOU!!!
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Read This… It is amazing ADD
Here to another boring day spent thinking. I am so tired of the same routine. Maybe it is nap time for me. It is crazy how life is up and down, refusing to stay in the middle. Maybe it is more fun to be this way. Moody and complex. I am bit loopty today. I need to eat, or maybe a little coffee can be a pick-me-up. I got class in half an hour. I only missed twice this year! crazy right!? om i miss senior year where i didn’t care about class. I miss tapioca days and walking around the mall. Am I ready to go back home? I don’t really know. Facing everyone. Catching up on everything. Life does not pause for us. I wish it did so we can go back to where we left off. Summer. Korean FOOD! yum haha random time
I am such a fattie. CHOMP. omg CHOMPERS from land before time. such a cutie. oh! cuites tangerines. the little version of orange. oh! orange juice with pulp. oh! pulp, just like when i beat everyone to a pulp in 13 to eat spicy chicken. oh chicken remind me of kim. Oh! kim chi yummy korean food. oh! korean music festive sorry i missed. oh! i miss you ladies!
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